

SAI was shaking uncontrollably & I was weak and I was fragile. Everything is smeared & the world is soggy above my tears; The whole world is falling down, my world is under siege. Im staring in the mirror & though I recognize the face I dont recognize the person or the voice that asks for help. Im alone and my words echo, then bounce around my head. When did I become this? When did I lose myself? Why do I feel sick & nauseous, why cant I be happy? Why cant I relax, why is my back and shoulders tense? Why cant I stop thinking about things that doSA


funny...step back, watch me cry cause really, Im laughing on the inside... look me in the eyes, tell me all the things I need even if it's really lies, step back, watch us die cause really, we never had the life reach out for my hand when she's no where by your side, rip open my heart please and pour out the insides cause it's funny when I bleed and it's funny when you push me you smile at scraped knees. step back, shove me down cause really, it doesn't hurt as though it seems, take away my pride cause it's nothing that I need, try to take awayfunny...


Making sense of meIt's hard for me to grasp who I used to be, I've changed so much. I'm not everything I thought I could be, halfway close to what I thought I'd be. I'm stuck somwhere between what I am and my true intentions; I've left myself somewhere in the past few years, I've sunk so far in I can't see the light; climbing out is harder than it ever looked, looking up never took so much energy. Every opinion, every emotion spent on anger being just an attempt to change myself back to something familiar... back to something I can recognize someone smarter, someone nicer, someone more flexible... someone not so me. &nMaking sense of me


I wait for youI love you so much, sometimes it hurts. Every breath I take, every breath I release... every time I sleep you're invading my dreams. I'm drowning, you know you're killing me. I'm dying, giving all I have to love you. Hear my heart beat.. slow, leaving echo's repeating your name thru hallow space. I love you so much it hurts. Every moment I spend without you: I spend in misery. I need you, so much it hurts. I'm drowning in heartbreak... I'm falling thru time. I'd give every second of the rest of my everything... to share with you just one breath, one breath cI wait for you


mirror mirror god of allWell I'm hanging by my veins In metaphoric suicide Before the throne of silent god’s Mercurial solemnity Shattered glass might eat my eyes But subtlety is underrated I stroke the silver gazing pool No ripples in this sea of glass Could ever far enough distort This plane, of depth and discontent The dresser drawers appear to say Cut, you’re vain and underdressed.mirror mirror god of all
Devious Comments
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Silence has it's own life,
its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines;
its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild...
turning logic to denial...
bringing silence into life.
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Story of me, inked in red. Quote everything I've never said...
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Silence has it's own life,
its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines;
its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild...
turning logic to denial...
bringing silence into life.
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Silence has it's own life,
its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines;
its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild...
turning logic to denial...
bringing silence into life.
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Silence has it's own life,
its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines;
its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild...
turning logic to denial...
bringing silence into life.
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Silence has it's own life,
its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines;
its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild...
turning logic to denial...
bringing silence into life.
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Curious about who this Tanake Trang is?
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Yesterday's just a memory, tomorrow is never what it's supposed to be.- Bob Dylan
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He trapped the sound in a square of silence
and folded it away into nothing
I like knowing if my freinds r on. O well, do each his own
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(Dethklok playing Scrabble)
"OK, is this a words? ...Q-U-H-Z-K..?"
"Quazicks! That's whats the ducks says."
"Eh quazicks whatever....thats uh... wow 52 points."
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(Dethklok playing Scrabble)
"OK, is this a words? ...Q-U-H-Z-K..?"
"Quazicks! That's whats the ducks says."
"Eh quazicks whatever....thats uh... wow 52 points."
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. . .Should be back sometime soon after X-mas
LUV LUV!
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"I'd rather learn from one bird how to sing
than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance"
-e.e. cummings
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*Apophysis*Tubaholics-Anonymous*RippedArtTaskForce*Ex-po-zure:
NNTR-No need to reply.
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sincerely,
an extraordinary machine.
< PoeticWar > lay your supple hands on my breast-plates, etc
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you should see my scars...
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sleep well sweet darling, and wake to fight another day. A losing battle with eternity. Another sin filled day of longing for perfection, waiting for death's loving kiss.
my that was rather melodramatic, why not stop the world and let me spin?
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you'll never know the true exent of your own heart, til you give it all away
i believe in love, peace, and humanity...for without it, the world would be full of animals
20 things you don't know about me...
*I can't play any instruments...
*I LOVE werstling
*I hate rap/hip-hop music
*I love dance, rock, punk
*I think guys who play guitars, skate, skateboard, do any extreme sports are extremely sh3xy!!
*c0ws are sh3xy!!!!!
*bulls are h0tt!!!
*m0nkeys are h0t!!!
*I'm a stalker
*Ppl think I'm a psycho
*I hate PORN!!!
*I hate snobs/preps/sluts
*I'm a Junior in High School
*I have loved before, but gotten hurt
*I have short-term-memory-lost
*I'm currently in love with the wrong person
*I have friends who are bi/les, and gay
*I used to cut myself
*I'm a vegetarian
*I hate ppl who kill animals for skin, fur, clothes; how I'd like to kill those ppl myself...
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A kiss from a friend means nothing more than that...But a kiss from the one you love means everything... By:~Deiji-Chan~
Cookies...YOU TOOK MY COOKIES!!! Give them back...
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