But we never had the opportunity.
You see, I feel like I've failed you. I feel like a piece of me is gone and lost but somehow so near. I've lived my whole life never asking why, because it all happens for a reason. But I've done a lot of thinking, and I think it's OK for once for me to ask why.
Your birthday went by and I thought about you. But, I think about you a lot, and I rarely ever talk to anyone about it. But when November went by I found myself temporarily stuck in a time warp.
Scorpio, just like me. We would've banged heads a lot, but it would've been fun. I could've learned a lot from you, I could've taught you everything. I wish I got to see what a brat you would've been, cause I absolutely know you would've.
See, a piece of me died with us but you bring me more hope than anyone could ever. I've done a lot of things right in my life, I've done a lot of things wrong, but for the life of me I can't figure out what I did so wrong this time I could ask a million times, scream it at the top of my lungs and cry until I almost puke but I will never understand.
The years will continue to go by and I will go with it, but I will always find myself back in February. And I will never forgive myself.
How can something so severe and life altering happen before I even got the chance to touch it? I mean, what did I do so wrong??
If I would've had a better chance, if I just would've known, I swear if He would've just given me the chance I would have been able to save you.
Fuck.







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That thou mayest be everything
seek to be nothing.
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Silence has it's own life, its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines; its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild, turning logic to denial... bringing silence into life.
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Silence has it's own life, its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines; its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild, turning logic to denial... bringing silence into life.
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Silence has it's own life, its ways of telling lies.
It's stories between thin lines; its secrets in disguise can leave conclusions running wild, turning logic to denial... bringing silence into life.
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